faliure again。。。such a terrible news i'v got. when i heard it,i j'st feel i was abandoned by this world. icant breath ,i cant hear anytin' ...i just cant control myself.tears flowing away at once...all i wanner do is to know the reason ,why? why? why? i have done everything ...i dont think they will do better than me. i resent ya...resent also myself...

   all i can do is to balance  myself,to be optimistic. for i'm afraid that i will do sth like the person do"jumping out"haha....just kidding... i wont do that ,it is nothin', just a little obstacle. i can get ove' t

   but now please allow me to be sad just for a moment,just one day,tom'rrow i will be fine.i will try again .

   dont cry tomorrow... i wil' be better ... jus' trust your'elf...