Originally thought bid farewell to 2010, my world will have changed! But, is everything as before, I still immersed in lose baby pain cannot extricate oneself ！Because I cannot extricate oneself, I almost lost my marriage!Almost nine months pregnant tell me baby because heart problems can't survive, but under chose full-term induced labor! After losing the baby's five months later, because I've been self-sealing hurt myself, in the meanwhile, I hurt my husband! In yesterday evening, our marriage almost come to an end! 
 Until this, I was wide awake！I was alone are in their own pain, but ignore the husband's heart is also very pain! Maybe because I and this baby no predestination! I cannot always immersed in lost, I should cherish standtard, cherish me now have happiness! All begin again!